Beyond bars
Boo. You are so slick, y’all got bars so it’s calm, let’s hear
the pretty little song you would have sung my mother to stop her from gutting you. Like you destroyed her. Would you have sung them at my funeral? Would you have put out a statement gaslighting history? What would you have done if Samaritans hadn’t answered the phone at 3 minutes to midnight? I’m curious because we almost found out. So get your story straight because the Lord has blessed you. You got the calm Griffin. The one who nearly died but didn’t. If you would have explained it to my mother, she’d have put your faces on Piccadilly Circus with blood dripping down them. She’d have sued FBB so that 7 generations from now that name would still be ashes. What would you have said to here when Jack robbed her of her only surviving child? He was told to stop. The crux of the matter was he was explicitly told to stop. If he’d have stopped then you would not be answering to me or to anyone. He did not. He crossed a rubicon so don’t be mad and ice me out when I bring a gun to a knife fight. Ask your boy why he was fighting his own team. He got what he wanted and still managed to act petty. His behaviour was one of a reprehensible little boy. He never thought I would do what I did. His fault for underestimating an enemy he created in his mind.
Sometimes it’s not “ feedback” please don’t tell me he didn’t know what he was doing was wrong at the time. You thought you could “handle me” rather than actually make your boy change. Don’t ever do anything that dangerous, stupid or negligent ever again. Because in the real world they’d come for you too. I’m mad because I do know you are better than that and you took the easy way out thinking that I would be the only one to pay the price. Remember if you don’t kill me, you should because God help you if I get back up… and here’s the thing. I always do. I always get back up. I’m mad at you because I know you’re better than that. Don’t tow the line when you see injustice ever again. Maybe Samaritans will hang up the phone next time a staff member calls… do better.
Grace and Courage
Annetta Mother-Smith.