You make God turn his face when he sees you

You make God turn his face when he sees you

I have decided that it is impossible to punish people with your absence when they didn’t truly care about your presence. So I am not going to cut certain people out of my life for that reason. I am however going to cut them out of my inner circle because they can’t be trusted with something so precious. So if you ask me my opinion on marriage. The official line is that I no longer desire it. And I have good reason not to. This year I have listened to the self righteous vitriol of 3 married women and there is not one single thing about their lives that I would replicate. A life based on manipulation, self righteousness and faux-Christianity? No thanks. One man picked you, and you behave like that? I don’t want that behaviour for myself. Their sins make God turn his face when he sees them and Jesus openly weeps, Jesus weeps for me too. I’m on day 3 and I am not able to function. Well I can, but only at work.Meanwhile the wicked people who have upset me are living their lives.

I have decided to do it myself. Do it anyway. No matter what happens, it will change my life, bring my vigour back and I will create something beautiful. I can’t fail because I define success and by doing it I will succeed. It’s a lot of pressure. Lots to do. But also, so much that I can create. May God bless my efforts because they are pure.

Oh yeah and I am doing this while hiding it from people. Absolutely. Hell no am I allowing anyone new to wreck me 3.0 of 2023. I have too much to lose… and right now. So do these kids.

Love me

From me

Annetta Mother Smith