Sunshine and my own two feet

Sunshine and my own two feet.

Genuine question that needs answers. My depression is getting worse. My health aside from that is not sunny. My home is falling apart and I am legitimately looking forward to cutting the 2 closest people to me out of my inner circle. I definitely sound like the toxic mess. And I am. I definitely am. So what to do?

Guess what I am going to do? Nothing! Instead I will undertake a crazy long walk tomorrow. Then in the midst of this… I will have sorted my life out. We know fundamentally this is unlikely but I need the time to think.

Firstly I’m intrigued about waking up earlier for myself than for work. What will I have for breakfast? Lunch? Dinner? When will I get tired and go home? I have only 1 thing I must do… drop off a massive brownie slab for a friend.

The call of sunshine and my two feet is irresistible.

Grace and Courage

Annetta Mother Smith