Who the hell am I?

Genuine question, I’d like to know.

I used to be so angry. No longer angry.

I used to be so unhealed, so wounded, and I let that be a part of every part of me. No longer that person.

I used to want for people to see me, to know me. No longer.

Not sure if this is apathy, or healing. But one thing is for sure, I’m different.

I’m walking into a new chapter in my life, I’m on track to do something incredible in 2025. Because I plan to start now. I’m in so much of a better place than before, its crazy.

But it also means I legit don’t recognise myself. I’m not trying to prove anything, not showing anyone, not doing anything other than being myself. No one is even going to find out. This is for me.

So love, pray God I get my way, because the only one who will know is me.

Grace and Courage.

Annetta Mother Smith